March 2011
13 posts
bare-minimum-deactivated2011123 asked: Hello, dear! Thank you for following! I like your blog :) Would you mind reading my latest post, "Support"? Good luck, dear - Cheers!
The fact that I’ve maintained this many followers amazes me. I’ve fucked up so much with eating. Currently 133. But I’m back and more determined than ever. My birthday is May 12. I will be 20 years and (hopefully) 115 lbs.
Support me and I’ll support you.
endless-roads asked: you deserve so much more than an eating disorder. you are beautiful from the inside out, no matter what your mind tells you. message me whenever. <3
December 2010
2 posts
Anonymous asked: do you still use this? im the same. ive been eating. i need help. like i really really need to do this again. lets starve together please everyday. -mei
Anonymous asked: do you still use this? im the same. ive been eating. i need help. like i really really need to do this again. lets starve together please everyday. -mei
October 2010
2 posts
and-honeyx asked: i just found your blog, randomly going through tumblr and I saw that you just posted asking for support so I've followed you. Keep going and you've done so well thus far, keep up the hard work <3
I’ve been absent for awhile. Over a month now. Sorry guys, I was too busy eating. Yeah it’s disguisting. I’m somewhere around 134 again. Not a huge gain but its obvious to me that I put weight back on.
I’m really going to have to try harder this time. The whole eating everything trend I’ve gotten into has to stop. I need my caffeine pills back and Ive got to start...
August 2010
212 posts
Weigh In today at 129.5
Thank god I broke back under 130
Sorry for the TMI but thank god I just got my...
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I'm stuck at 131 lbs while my girlfriend sends me...
I’m DREADING jean shopping.
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I've lost all my motivation.
explain this to me...
I fuckin ate everything in my house yesterday and somehow this morning weigh .5 LESS than yesterday.
Wtf?
Binge.
And binge and binge. I didn’t even have the energy to purge.
I’m slipping away.
I ate m&ms. I tried to tell myself it was okay to...
When I was at my girlfriends house this weekend I snuck in the bathroom while she was getting ready for bed to weigh myself. She came in just as I had stripped down and was about to step on the scale. She didn’t yell. She didn’t criticize. She didn’t tell me to “stop this shit”. She kissed me lightly and told me to come to bed when I was done.
I’ve never loved...
So cold. So tired. All I want is to go home and...
50 Calorie Filler
wanting2bthin:
mylifeasafatgirl:
108orbust:
This is a really simply recipe that gets rid of a sweet craving.
Chop up 1/2 a peeled apple into small pieces
put them in a plastic sandwich bag
shake in cinnamon and splenda to taste and then shake up the bag
and enjoy your cinnamon apples!
Brilliant!
I’m going to do this right now :)
Somedays, like today, when I'm freezing cold I...
“Our bones are like personal trophies of our self control and discipline.”
– caloriecouture.tumblr (via caloriecouture) (via gettingtoskinny)
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I swear I can make 15 cheezits last like 30 minutes.
nibble. nibble. water. repeat.
Weigh in today at 131. The same as when I left.
Not great, but not horrible.
I need to be back in the 120s again.
I just want to feel beautiful.
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I'm back in action. Weigh-in tomorrow. Let's see...
Anonymous asked: hey would you mind posting your default photo? I want to see it bigger..& is it a picture of you?
alicejennie asked: may I see your progress blog? I love everything you post!
ashleyxcamara asked: May i see your progress blog? I checked out this one and we are like in the same boat pretty muchh, accept i've never binged in my lifee, but i've come a long way just like you :]